I try to avoid patting myself on the back in public – but if I don’t, what is social media for?
For some years I have chosen to follow two parallel disciplines each Lent. One is a fairly straightforward decision to refrain from something during the forty-six days of the season (I include the Sundays for this). I’ve given up fast food, beer, soda, computer games, and similar kinds of things (though never coffee – never coffee). I have almost never been able to successfully repeat one of these, so I generally have to choose something new and different each year.
The second discipline, on the other hand, is to take something on. I’ve followed exercise programs and prayer cycles. Frequently I’ve done creative projects with photography or poetry. In fact, my weekly Lection Prayers are an outgrowth of one Lenten season. I simply kept going with them.
This year I set a goal I was not certain I could achieve. I decided to write a song each week of Lent.
Although my repertoire of compositions has expanded greatly over the years, the truth is that I don’t write songs all that often. I was astonished when I counted the songs I’d written in 2021 and came up with a dozen. For me, songwriting requires a good deal more time, concentration, and focus than most other writing projects. I have and do write to deadlines, but I generally prefer to follow some kind of inspiration when it comes to music. I usually am happier with the results.
To set a goal for songwriting which is half my output in the previous year – in six weeks – well. I wasn’t sure I could do it.
I did give myself some space. I did not insist that each song be composed within an assigned week. All I required was that there be six songs by the end of the season. Nor did I impose any subjects or themes on them. The songs would be what they were, and they could fit into the sacred or the secular as it came along. I also knew I’d write one anyway: I’ve made a habit for a few years now of writing something for Easter. Still. Six songs in six weeks?
Friends, I did it. And… all six have now been performed and are available on YouTube.
This is, perhaps, my way of emulating your three days away, to let a silence fall between a midday and a morn, to wait and see if resurrection lifts the weary bones once more, restores connections, grants the boon of inspiration.
But truth to tell, my risen friend, I yearn much more that you would speak to me and all the weary world as you addressed your friends that night behind the fast-closed door. Come wish me peace, dear Jesus. Come and wish us peace.
A poem/prayer based on John 20:1-18 the Revised Common Lectionary Gospel Reading for Year A, Easter Sunday.