November 26, 2023
Ezekiel 34:11-16, 20-24
Matthew 25:31:46
Do you know what it means to be ambitious? An ambitious person wants to do better things, and then better things, and then better things. An ambitious person might want to be rewarded for this by other people, with money, perhaps, or recognition, or more responsibility, or just simply with applause.
This story is not about an ambitious person. It’s about an ambitious ‘apapane.
Gazing over the summit of Kilauea, he couldn’t help but notice the koa’e kea soaring about on the rising warm air of the volcano. He determined to outdo the koa’e kea at soaring. He spent hours and days and weeks with his wings extended, carefully catching every breath of air.
But an ‘apapane’s wings are not the same shape or size as a koa’e kea, and he found himself either falling into an ‘apapane’s normal quick wing beats and a brief descent with wings closed, or… well, he found himself falling.
He briefly considered becoming an great ‘io, but he knew what his feathers tasted like from cleaning and preening them with his beak, and they didn’t taste good, so fortunately he didn’t become the first predatory ‘apapane.
He watched the ‘elepaio tapping tree limbs to find bugs and spiders, and he thought, yes, this would work. There must be some difference between an ‘elepaio’s beak and an ‘apapane’s, though, because the first time he tapped a tree it gave him such a pain. The second time it felt like he might turn his beak all the way around to the back of his head.
He was sitting there with a sore beak when his grandmother turned up.
“Grandson, what are you doing?” she asked.
“I’m trying to outdo the ‘elepaio,” he said.
“Really?” she said. “How is that going?”
“I’ve got a sore beak.”
“I’m not surprised,” she said. “Why are you trying to outdo the ‘elepaio?”
“I’m trying to be better and better and better than I am now,” he said. “I’ve got ambition.”
“So what else have you tried?” she asked.
He told her about trying to soar like a koa’e kea and admitted that he’d considered hunting like an ‘io. “I’m thinking about fishing like a noio next,” he said.
“You don’t eat fish,” she said.
“Perhaps I could be a better upside-down feeder than an i’iwi?” he asked.
“At least you’ve got close to the right feathers for that,” said his grandmother. “Have you ever considered getting better and better and better at the things you already do well?”
In fact, he hadn’t. His imagination had been entirely on being better than other birds, not getting better than himself.
“Try getting better and better and better at the things you do,” said his grandmother. “Let the ‘io and the koa’e kea be good at their things. None of them will ever be as good an ‘apapane as you.”
Be better and better and better at being you, my friends. Be better and better and better at being you.
by Eric Anderson
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I write these stories ahead of time, then tell them from memory – well, from memory and from re-creation. It won’t and doesn’t sound the same as the prepared text.
Photo of an ‘apapane and an ‘ohia blossom by Eric Anderson.
ordainedgeek 
Yes, still trying!!!
You are the best at being Maren Tirabassi of anyone I know.
Thank you. It is sometimes hard to remember.