2025: Sabbatical, Birds, and Passage

2025: A Year

In 2025 I took my first sabbatical since arriving at Church of the Holy Cross UCC in April 2016 – which was, shall we say, overdue. Several friends and colleagues have been either asking me about my plans or, shall we say, nudging me to make them. I won’t go into the reasons why I delayed it. Some of them are obvious given the world of 2020 to 2023. Some of them are, shall we say, entirely my own fault.

I took it in time.

The last time I took a sabbatical was from my position with the historic Connecticut Conference. I’d delayed that one, too, for reasons that seemed good at the time. It meant that when I did take it, I basically collapsed for quite a long time. I didn’t have enough energy to learn many new things or to do things that refreshed me. This time, I was able to make the journeys that nourished my soul.

I produced a video as part of my sabbatical report.

I traveled a lot during 2025, eventually becoming grateful for the times I wasn’t traveling. I made trips to O’ahu, Kaua’i, and the northeast during my sabbatical. For the first time since 2016, I celebrated Easter with family, attending church with my daughter Rebekah in Northampton, Massachusetts. We drove to Watertown, New York, to see my stepmother and her grandmother Shirley, and I also visited my son Brendan in Burlington, Vermont, and aunt and uncle in New Hampshire. The trips around the Hawaiian islands were related to one of my sabbatical projects, which was to visit all the islands – which almost happened. I didn’t make it to Maui (though I’d been there before) or Molokai, so that still needs to happen.

Me, Rebekah, and Shirley

In June I was back on Kaua’i for the Hawai’i Conference’s ‘Aha Pae’aina, or annual meeting. I took the opportunity to visit two birding sites and was rewarded with lots of new birds and amazing images. I also headed for the rear tables in the meeting itself to leave room for the new Conference Council Chair to do her work as moderator, which she did very well.

A week later I was back in New England for a cousin’s wedding, which I never attended as I came down with Covid and had to keep separate from everyone. It was a pretty bitter disappointment.

Two weeks later and recovered I was off again, this time to the General Synod of the United Church of Christ, held in Kansas City this year. I had a brand new set of responsibilities: as a member of the Board of Directors of the UCC Media Justice Ministry, I was one of the leaders of a workshop led by the Ministry and helped staff our exhibit hall booth. I’ve attended quite a number of Synods as a reporter/photographer, and a couple as a delegate. This was a much more relaxed schedule, but it still kept me busy.

Members of the UCC Media Justice Ministry Board

Back from Synod, I was able to turn my attention to a gap in our church staff. Our choir director, Doug Albertson, retired at the end of 2024. With me absent we’d put off the search for a new director. In the fall we brought on Bob Grove, a wonderfully talented and tender person who brought our choir to a lovely debut on Christmas Eve. With the choir working up, I continued to sing a solo one Sunday a month during the anthem time.

I took something of a musical break during my sabbatical. I wrote no songs at all during those three months, which suggests to me that composition had lost some of its creative release for me. Over the course of the year, however, I did write seven songs, which are collected in 2025: The Songs. In the fall I rejoined the Big Island Singers (I didn’t sing with them in the spring) and even took their portraits for the electronic program. As the year ended, illness took its toll on some of our planned performances. Bob Grove gathered a men’s trio for a Sunday, and one of it members couldn’t sing and we had to cancel. On Christmas Eve Bekah and I planned to sing together, and illness brought her low.

August brought a terrible shock: the death of my stepmother, Shirley Anderson. She had been my stepmother, in fact, longer than I’d had my mother. Shirley was one of the world’s great souls, bringing love and cheer and compassion with a quiet determination that I’ve never seen match. As her son Ken said, she was one of the best of us. We all miss her terribly. In October I made yet another trip to New England – the third of the year – to lay her to rest.

During and after my sabbatical, photography provided my creative anchor and outlet. A lot of those photos featured birds. I added thirty-two species to my official “life list,” but that’s partially because I only started keeping one a couple years ago. A species I grew up with, the Northern Cardinal, I “officially” recorded for the first time in 2025. Still. I saw several birds I’d simply never seen before and got photos of nearly all of them. I got really satisfying images of i’iwi, ‘akiapola’au, ‘apapane, kolea, ‘akekeke, kioea, and more. At year’s end, I produced a self-published children’s story book of “The ‘Apapane’s Christmas Pageant.” I took most of the photos for it this year. There’s some excitement about it within the church and we hope to make it more widely available in the coming year. You can read the story here.

A koa’e kea flies near a lava fountain (one of the images in “The ‘Apapane’s Christmas Pageant”)

It wasn’t just birds. I still like to take pictures of flowers, and I took quite a few. Over and over again, the Kilauea volcano drew me to the summit. There have been 39 eruptive events since last December, and I have seen around half of them. The result is hundreds of photos and videos.

Twin fountains on March 23, 2025.

The year ended with a deep delight: my son Brendan and daughter Rebekah visited from just before Christmas until New Year’s Eve. As I hinted above, Bekah promptly fell ill and left Brendan and I to do some exploratory hikes while she recovered. Regrettably, they missed a fountain event the night after they arrived, but the timing was really poor to drive up to see it, and the next morning Bekah reported she was sick.

Brendan and Rebekah at the Kilauea summit.

My tenth anniversary as pastor of Church of the Holy Cross UCC comes up this April, a solid decade of life and work and music and photography in this precious place, a literal thin spot of the Earth. May it bring life, work, music, and wonders.

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2025: The Songs

A guitar
My Martin D-10E.

I took a three month sabbatical this year, and I rather expected that I would write more songs than I had in 2024. It turned out that songwriting was one of the activities I needed a break from, so I wrote no new music between the beginning of January and the middle of May. To my surprise, however, by year’s end I had written seven songs despite the hiatus.

Water and Spirit

First performed January 12, 2025.

This is a song for the Baptism of Jesus. I tried to bring a sense of melancholy sweetness to the melody and to the lyric.

Who Are the People of Spirit?

First performed May 18, 2025.

Freshly back from sabbatical, I wanted to sing about Simon Peter’s encounter with a Roman family and the Holy Spirit’s movement among people. I also wanted to sing, of course, about the activity of the Spirit among the people of today.

You’ve Got to Bring a Little with You

First performed July 23, 2025.

I’ve written a song for our Vacation Bible School program for the last few years – at least, when I haven’t had a conflict (which the leaders try very strenuously to avoid). I’ve written a song about the Bible story before, which is the feeding of the five thousand. This song is a little more energetic and, if I do say so myself, more catchy.

You’ve Got to Hold On

First performed October 19, 2025.

Why, yes! It’s another song about a Bible story! In this case, it’s the wrestling match between Jacob and a mysterious figure (God? an angel?) in Genesis 32. It struck me that when Jacob was losing, his last ditch effort was simply to hold on. Hold on. It seemed like a good model for you and me.

Inspired to Do Well

First performed November 16, 2025.

This song doesn’t have a Biblical story for its foundation (can you believe it?), though I’d claim it has clear roots in Biblical spirituality. Frankly, it’s a song that comes from pique. I was getting very tired of people being lionized for doing selfish and greedy things, for bringing harm to others. I want to be inspired to do well.

Everybody Lift Your Voice

First performed November 25, 2025; first recorded November 26, 2025.

I wrote this song for the Community Thanksgiving Celebration held by Interfaith Communities in Action in Hilo on the Tuesday before Thanksgiving. Ordinarily our church would have been represented by our choir, but we brought in a new choir director just a month or two earlier, and the choir’s first performance didn’t take place until Christmas Eve. The evening’s theme was the title of the great hymn “Lift Every Voice and Sing,” and took let a variant of that lyric lead the chorus.

This Child Will Make a Joyful Morning

First performed December 24, 2025.

When I look to write songs for the great Christian holidays of Easter and Christmas, I tend to look for moments in the story that haven’t received a lot of attention. A few years ago I wrote a Christmas Eve lullaby – sung by Joseph to Mary – and last year it was a song about Christmas morning (nobody writes about that, have you noticed?). This year I hoped to perform the song with my daughter, who was visiting over the Christmas holiday, but she fell ill and I had to sing this song which looks ahead to Christmas morning by myself.