I think the groaning nets, the slapping water, the skittering fish, the creaking hull, awoke his dazed awareness of the future, of the streams of time.
No wonder he so quickly knelt and sought to have You go away. To heal a mother-in-law: that’s well and good. A lingering prophet, though, demands a change of course.
Of course he saw it coming, Simon Peter did.
As fish strained hopelessly for their last watery breath, he held his own as hopelessly he waited. You knew, he knew, and Andrew, James, and John: You’d caught the fisherman.
A poem/prayer based on Luke 5:1-11, the Revised Common Lectionary Gospel reading for Year C, 5th Sunday after the Epiphany.
No! I wasn’t thinking that! Get out of my head, Jesus!
“Physician, cure yourself”? No: I didn’t think that, at least I didn’t if you judge quite narrowly. I might have thought – just might, you know – that here you are, enlisting me to help redeem the world, and who, I want to know, was left in charge, and left so great a mess!
No! I wasn’t thinking that! Get out of my head, Jesus!
“Do here the things you did in other places”? No, or well, perhaps. OK, I thought it. There. So there. But who would not consider such a question, when the days build on from days, absent miracle, filled with suffering, maladies, and pain. So yes, I’d like to see the wonders others have.
No! I wasn’t thinking that! Get out of my head, Jesus!
I’ll honor you, for sure. My home town is not Nazareth, so you are not the local wonder, raised from penury to power. You are not one I’ve known for years, a face familiar to me as the mirror’s gaze. Except, of course, you are: Gentle Jesus, meek and mild, hamstrung for my comfort’s sake.
Stop reading my mind, Jesus, or I’ll bring you to the edge of my cliff.
A poem/prayer based on Luke 4:21-30, the Revised Common Lectionary Gospel reading for Year C, 4th Sunday after the Epiphany.
The rest can argue, argue, argue, God (My God, how they can argue!) about the preaching son of a carpenter, about the son of Mary.
But I will not forget, my God, the way he read the ancient words: good news to those oppressed, broken hearts restored,
the captives’ roar of freedom, the prisoners released. He spoke, and I heard him proclaim the acceptable year of the living God.
Good news. Healing. Freedom. Release. Your acceptable year. I will not forget.
A poem/prayer based on Luke 4:14-21, the Revised Common Lectionary Gospel reading for Year C, 3rd Sunday after the Epiphany.
The image is “Jésus enseigne dans les synagogues” by James Tissot. Online Collection of Brooklyn Museum; Photo: Brooklyn Museum, 2008, 00.159.81_PS2.jpg, Public Domain, https://commons.wikimedia.org/w/index.php?curid=10957358
Great party, isn’t it, Jesus? Have you tasted the wine? I tell you, it’s the best I’ve ever had. And just imagine! They brought this out when few of us (but me, the connoisseur) had drunk too much to know the difference!
Great party, isn’t it, Jesus? The servants weave their festive dance, the jugs refilled at every gesture, and every guest bears overflowing cup – except for me, the connoisseur. I won’t miss a drop. I know the difference!
Great party, isn’t it, Jesus? Come, have a cup of wine with me! I think I’m well ahead of you on this. Don’t frown into your drinking bowl as if you scented blood. I’m a connoisseur, I tell you. I would know the difference!
Great party, isn’t it, Jesus? But you recoil from this wine as if it were long soured, served upon a reeking sponge to one crucified. But I’m a connoisseur, I am. Of wine, I know the difference.
A poem/prayer based on John 2:1-11, the Revised Common Lectionary Gospel reading for Year C, 2nd Sunday after the Epiphany.
I see you waving, Jesus. I see that mischievous grin. I see those clenching teeth behind the dancing laughter.
“Come in!” you cry. “The water’s fine!”
Uh, huh.
I know that water’s cold.
A poem/prayer based on Luke 3:15-17, 21-22, the Revised Common Lectionary Psalm reading for Year C, 1st Sunday after the Epiphany, the Baptism of Jesus.
The image is the beach at Pohoiki, on the island of Hawai’i. The beach formed from black sand created by the 2018 Puna eruption as hot lava entered the sea. Ocean currents deposited the material here. Photo by Eric Anderson.
Twinkle, twinkle… Where’s my star, O God? Where the heavenly beacon guiding me across my unmapped life to wonders and to glories? Where, in all Your heavenly wonder, is my star?
And perhaps God replies:
Look up, my child. Look within. You can perceive it. Seek and find. My star for you has led you to this place and time. It has led you over sea and mountain. Look, my child. Where your footsteps run, that is where I led you.
And I reply:
Twinkle, twinkle… Have I truly followed this ephemeral guiding star of Yours? Do not my footprints wander more than stride? And where, in all Your wonder, is the Christ to worship?
And perhaps God laughs:
You wandered? Does that mean you did not follow the guiding star? The magi, after all, first went to the wrong city. Yet truly you, as they, seek first awry. For you will find the Christ is always with you: always with you in your heart.
A poem/prayer based on Matthew 2:1-12, the Revised Common Lectionary Psalm reading for Year C, Epiphany.
The image is the Bethlehem Star that has adorned Church of the Holy Cross during the Advent and Christmas seasons for many years. Photo by Eric Anderson.